Such a long time it's been...

As I've been getting my shit together it helps me understand what I'm going through.

-Coping with losing a marriage
-Finding the balance between the reality of Gabe's future and my hopes for it.
-Discovering I have severe ADHD last month and taking supplements for it. Literally my life is on it's head. "Are you telling me everyone around me can focus on their laundry this whole fucking time??"
-Focusing on my drive to get my degree in something I will truly find value in (Hollah, Sociology!)
-Learning to be a better friend. I am such a blabber about myself, ESPECIALLY when I'm excited about something. I have no shame. Ignore this blog as proof.
-Working out what I do wrong in relationships. The list is endless, I am critical and insecure, constantly scared people will fail me or leave me.
-Getting healthy. In a real and legitimate way after having my gallbladder taken out at 25 and not being over weight or eating horribly. I was not impressed by my body.

So am I really going to do the things I'm saying? Especially when they're so similar to last years?

Yes, goddammit. How dare you question me. No, but really. I'm enrolling in school once my FAFSA is approved, I'm reading self help books gloriously recognizing my faults that scare everyone away, and I've been working out and eating great, and I feel great.

Let's see where I'm at in a month.